Through the month of june, and some of july, I suffered the worst bout of depression I have ever had in my life, which is really saying something, since I used to deal with it for years. This was different though, only way I can describe it, was feeling like I was dying, like something was killing me from the inside, like a virus. The funny thing was that I didn't even realize it was depression until a month and a half into it. I'm doing better now, though it still kinda lingers, and certain things bring it back on, but overall I'm doing better.